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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2006|03:24 pm]
whatever.

don't you just love it?

yeah. i know.
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2006|01:30 am]
[i feel like this |indifferentindifferent]
[tunes at present |the colbert report]

wow it's been super long since I wrote an LJ. Myspace is way more fun. I know. I hurt LJ's feelings... but those aren't the only ppl who have hurt feelings right now.

I learned some interesting things about someone who used to be my friend today. And some of it I was already thinking. But now I know this person is officially nuts. But ya know what, the thing that I learned today doesn't even effect me really, it's the nuts part that does. Sure sure, I'll get over it. Come June I'll be home and moving on with my life, with the people that matter. People who actually care have made efforts in their own right to stay close with me... it wasn't me chasing after their friendship... we were equal. Thank god for those people. And come June I won't feel bad about leaving because there's nothing here for me then. Nikki will be where I am and I will be where Ryan is and all my friends at home. That's all I need. And I'm glad Nikki and I have gotten closer. It means that my only friend here will also be one of my many friends at home. And I'll have my parents and kitties and everything will be ok.

It's a lot to say that someone should continue to try to make things work if they care... but at what point do people realize that it's stupid because the person they are trying for will never reciprocate unless they have a problem or no one else is there. And why is no one else there? Ask this person, not me. I wasn't the one who hibernated this winter. I should have seen this more than a year ago when I was officially "replaced." this is the last I speak of this situation because I am now letting go. this is me letting go of it...

your loss.

on a lighter note, tomorrow hopefully weather permits me to travel home for spring break. I can't wait!
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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2006|11:05 am]
Uh. Hi.


Go steelers!

This is all.
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(no subject) [Jan. 15th, 2006|05:06 pm]
<td align="center" style="background: #000000; color: #FFFFFF;">Brittany's Random Movie Quote:

'Of all the gin joints, in all the towns, in all the world, she had to walk into mine.'

- Rick, Casablanca

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>


Dear Cupid,

This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.

___and_so_it_is gave me a flower but told me 'don’t feel too good, it was free'.
Centralcoyote got me drunk so that they could convince me to do my karaoke version of I’ve Had the Time of My Life from Dirty Dancing.
I took it a bit to literally when Elbell137 sang 'Come on Baby Light My Fire' to me.

So, as you can see, it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Punkychunkster fall in love with me this Valentine's day?

Sincerely,
Fazecore

Take this Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
( or, take the 'adult' version at QuizUniverse.com )


I thought this one was funny since it mentioned karaoke with 2 people who I know go (sometimes sing). LOL.
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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2006|11:32 am]
[i feel like this |crushedlike dying]

so it seems almost official, until i go to the doctor and make it such.

CHRONIC BRONCHITIS.

don't touch me. this sucks. I haven't been able to fall asleep til at least 3 or 4. My aerobics class makes me want to die right then and there. Nothing helps this go away. I will hopefully get some real medicine on friday. Hope work doesn't suck too much ass!
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2006|10:00 am]
[i feel like this |sicksick]

My schedule officially sucks major ass.

MW 9-9:50 Hi Lo Aerobics
MW 2-3:15 Web Page Design (until Feb 8th)
TR 8-9:15 Multimedia Design (BOOOOORING and toooo early!!!)
TR 2-3:15 Craft of History
T 3:30-6:20 Civil War and Reconstruction

I have never had to rise so early in all my life as a college student. boo to that.

Also boo to still being sick. I couldn't fall asleep til 3 am because I was coughing so much. I want to take a nap right now being that my multimedia class just practically put me to sleep. I am out of commission this whole week and until I get better. This means that I am sad that I will probably not be going to BDubs on Wednesday... boo to colds and whatnot. I will have this cough for the rest of the month, mark my words.

I have to go home on thursday after my 2:00 class to get my kitties and see Ryan. Who knows when I will be back down there to see him again. This makes me sad. What does not make me sad? Going back to work... I need money ASAP. Which reminds me... my consumers bill was $83 and I wasn't even here all month! Boo to that! I need to write my mother another e-mail. Boo.
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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2006|02:57 pm]
So I'm coming back to Mt. Pleasant on sunday... randey I'm sorry I didn't call you back. still love you tho :)
I am so glad to finally be ALMOST done... one semester left.

and I'm bringing my cats back with me, yay! I will miss Ryan tho. But everyone knows that.

My holidays have been quite the time, let me tell you.

Saw my cousin Joe for the first time in 3 years
got into my first fight at my first Lynyrd Skynyrd concert
Got punched in the nose for the first time, that sucked
Got my computer fixed and my mom says that I can't use myspace anymore. I am sad... I will use it anyways. HA!
Had good times with my man and his friends
Had to get all new credit cards since the "person" who "controlled" my computer probably stole all of me as well.
Changed all my passwords too

And laid around and did nothing but watch movies and play gamebube.
No work... at all.
i rule.

However, I'm sad cuz I think I talked to Jenny once. Once. I've called her numerous times with no reply. What happened to that?

Well back to Mt. P and I'm so glad this is almost over!
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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2005|02:30 pm]
so it's been a looooong ass time... but I figured that I'd shout out to you LJers. I am no longer using my myspace account on a regular basis... my computer has downloaded the worst virus in history due to my activities on myspace and music downloading. a dude was actually controlling all my shit. i had to get new credit card numbers and redo my passwords etc. I don't give a fuck about other people's computers so if I'm at the library I might log on... but advice... if ya'll start getting funky shit on your computer thru myspace... or music downloading... stop. and pay for napster. that is all.

here at home... boooooring. I play gamecube non-stop. but tomorrow is christmas eve and that is cool. all will be well except I wish my boy was here with me instead of in Florida. Ah well, i get him for New Years....

so I stole this from Dom... cuz it seemed appropriate.

2005 is almost over! recap of the year.....

~January~
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?
nope cuz I never keep them

2.Who kissed you at midnight?
my boyfriend at the time... totally different than the one i have now

3. Does it snow where you live?
yup

~February~
1. Who was your Valentine in 2005?
my old boyfriend again. and it sucked.

2. What did your valentine get you?
nothing... not even a card... well maybe ONLY a card.

3. When you were little, did you buy Valentine's for your whole class?
heck yeah, that was so fun!

~March~
1. Are you Irish?
not at all, but I acted like it when it counted!

2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
yup and i drank lots of green beer

3.What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005?
Jenny and I went to BDubs and O'Kelly's and got wasted instead of going to class. Then old bf and I got in a fight.

~April~
1. Do you like the rain?
I like thunderstorms

2. Did you play an April Fool's joke on anyone this year?
I told my mom I was pregnant. she was freaked.

~May~
1. What's your favorite kind of flower?
lilies

2. Do you like the spring?
yeah... spring break... spring training... BASEBALL!!!!

~June~
1. What year did you graduate from school?
2001

2. Did you go on a Vacation?
i took a vacation from mt. p and went home

~July~
1. What did you do on the 4th of July?
up north at my cottage

~August~
1. Did you do anything special to end your summer?
lost that loser I used to call my boyfriend, and upgraded :)

2. what was your favorite summer memory of '05?
meeting Erin and Jen in Flint for stone's games... and meeting my Ryan, again :)

3. Did you go swimming a lot this summer?
no, and that makes me sad.

4. do you go to the beach a lot?
not once

~September~
1. Did you attend school/college in '05?
yup back to CMU

2. do you like fall better than summer?
no cuz I had to leave Ryan at home. but yeah cuz I saw my friends again

~October~
1. what was your favorite halloween costume ever?
ever? i don't know... my cop one was good tho

2. what is your favorite candy?
dots, whoppers


~November~
1. Whose house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving?
mine

2. Do you like stuffing?
yup I do with gravy and mashed potatoes!

3. what are you thankful for?
deciding to graduate in may, and Ryan... still being close with Jenn too

~December~
1. Do you celebrate Christmas?
Heck yes!

2. have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?
i don't think so... and this year won't be the first

3. what do you want this year for Christmas?
Ryan to be here... but that won't happen

4. do you like cold weather?
sorta, depends
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2005|11:09 pm]
[i feel like this |calmcalm]

So J-Mo did this for me like forever ago and I just now read it... so I guess I was supposed to post it. No one else did tho. :)


leave your name and
1. i'll respond with something random about you.
2. i'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. i'll tell you what color you remind me of.
4. i'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. i'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. i'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. i'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. if i do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2005|10:27 pm]
[i feel like this |contentcontent]

What have you done...BE TRUTHFUL!

1. smoked a cigarette - too many times...
2. smoked a cigar - not like a real one, but do those swishers count?
3. crashed a friend's car- good thing that I haven't
4. stolen a car - nope
5. been in love - I am right now :)
6. been dumped - course, it's part of life
7. taken shots of alcohol - another part of life, ahh alcohol
8. been fired - no but i did quit the GC
9. been in a fist fight - nope, never faught but i did slap a kid once, 9th grade
10. snuck out of your house - haha yeah
11. had feelings for someone who didn't have them back - well yeah, another part of growing up
12. been arrested - nope and i plan on never
13. made out with a stranger - yeah, lol... many times
14. gone on a blind date - nope
15. lied to a friend - well who hasnt reallu
16. had a crush on a teacher - well no cuz I thought I did, but I also thought he was gay... is that wierd?
18. seen someone die - that would mess me up forever
19. been on a plane - oh sure
20. thrown up in a bar - On my 21st baby, at o'kellys... puke & rally!
22. miss someone right now? I miss Ryan every minute of everyday when I don't see him
23. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - sure but not since I was little
24. made a snow angel - those are sooo fun!
25. played dress up - when I was little sure all the time
26. cheated while playing a game - duh, it's like almost you have to try it once
27. been lonely- sure
28. fallen asleep at work/school - course
29. Used a fake ID - never had one
30. felt an earthquake - no but i bet it's wierd
31. touched a snake - yeah but ewww
32. ran a red light - lol yeah and just the other day too
33. had detention - not that I remember really...
34. been in a car accident - yeah and once I was the driver
35. hated the way you look - not since I've been with Ryan
37. been lost - Yeah but only cuz I'm retarded
38. been to the opposite side of the country - I've been to L.A. it was alright///
39. felt like having sex - I feel like it right now... where's Ryan at? lol
40. karaoke - every wednesday (well not EVERY but I try)
41. done something you told yourself you wouldn't - sure
42. laughed til some kind of beverage came out of your nose? maybe once
43. caught a snowflake on your tongue? aww so fun!
44. kissed in the rain - i wish, it sounds so romantic
45. sang in the shower - always!
46. made love in a park - does a parking lot count?
47. had a dream that you married someone - course
48. glued your hand to something - haha no
49. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - i'm scared since that movie the Christmas Story... can that really happen?
50. worn the opposite sex's clothes - well that's easy for girls to say yes to
51. Been a cheerleader - nope
52. sat on a roof top - yeah of my cottage
53. talked on the phone all night - pretty close
54. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - yeah cuz I'll get freaked when I go to bed
55. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - actually I don't think so...
56. been told you're hot by a complete stranger - it happens often enough
57. broken a bone - nope! knock on wood!
58. had a 3-some? oh man... can I plead the fif?
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